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i'm sorry for the way i feel

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 4, 2006, 11:26 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: the buzzing of the universe
  • Reading: lolita by nabokov
  • Watching: the darkness
  • Eating: never again
  • Drinking: whiskey
i cry now, like i did on those lonely nights where i begged god to take me instead of my father. the same way i cried the nights following his death when i cursed myself for not doing more to save him.

so things are a little out of whack. my feelings are going haywier. i miss the boy. i miss the man who is like my father. i miss my mother. i miss my father. i miss my sisters. i miss my best friends, all three of them. i'm ready to get out of this house. i'm ready to start my life. i'm ready to be a mother and a wife. i'm ready to start ... come on, let it begin. i'm tired of waiting.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: A small town
  • Interests: photography, making music, writing, learning, love
  • Favourite movie: Dragonheart
  • Favourite band or musician: too many to choose
  • Favourite genre of music: I like it all
  • Personal Quote: When something doesn't go the way you wanted, all you can do is learn from it.
  • Tools of the Trade: Currently a Kodak V550 but hopefully getting a Nikon D50 soon

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*jevigar:iconjevigar: May 21, 2008, 10:52:39 PM
Thank you very much for the :+devwatch:. I hope you like my upcoming photos...:wave:
~Mishler:iconMishler: Apr 28, 2008, 12:56:40 PM
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~nonperson:iconnonperson: Apr 28, 2008, 10:22:51 AM
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*jedirikk1138:iconjedirikk1138: Apr 25, 2008, 11:30:59 AM
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=BlackCarrionRose:iconBlackCarrionRose: Apr 3, 2008, 9:29:26 AM
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*starvingbambina:iconstarvingbambina: Apr 2, 2008, 11:15:00 AM
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~KittyVonShmoogan:iconKittyVonShmoogan: Mar 19, 2008, 9:27:24 PM
:) Thank you for the fav on Charmed! :hug:

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*Sunstone72:iconSunstone72: Mar 6, 2008, 4:05:37 AM
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*i-am-nemesis:iconi-am-nemesis: Mar 2, 2008, 11:24:09 PM Mood: Joy
thanks for the fav!

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*Moonfyr:iconMoonfyr: Nov 30, 2007, 11:50:53 AM
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*valkirye:iconvalkirye: Mar 23, 2007, 4:47:46 PM
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~daelus:icondaelus: Mar 23, 2007, 12:28:49 AM
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=EdgeFx1:iconEdgeFx1: Mar 21, 2007, 7:27:50 PM
thanks for the watch yo

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*GothBarbie:iconGothBarbie: Mar 21, 2007, 9:52:19 AM
ty for the deviant watch!

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*VCphotograph:iconVCphotograph: Mar 21, 2007, 2:53:04 AM
hi ! thanks a lot for the fav !!

I hope you like my pics ! ;)

great day :)

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~then-the-tears-fell:iconthen-the-tears-fell: Dec 2, 2006, 8:27:02 AM
Thank you so much for the fav! :hug: And welcome to dA!!! =D

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*Arcer26:iconArcer26: Dec 1, 2006, 4:22:32 PM
Thanks a lot for the fav and watch! :heart: It's such an old piece, I don't like it anymore ^^; Very nice photography. Your poems are a bit intense for me though. ^__^

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~zomopodoko:iconzomopodoko: Dec 1, 2006, 11:17:24 AM
thanks for the :+fav:! love your gallery

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~seraphic-deviltry:iconseraphic-deviltry: Dec 1, 2006, 8:31:47 AM
thank you ♥

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=Roland3791:iconRoland3791: Nov 30, 2006, 3:00:27 PM
Nice gallery, welcome to DA.

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